Sometimes there are urges... urges to set yourself free.
Be part of nature
leave everything behind to be
free.
Oh how epic would that be,
running away from everything
problems and love.
Sometimes reality hits so hard
you have urges
that you know will never be taken.
But oh how nice would it be to free.
Epic effect
About Me
- Stephania R.
- Hey there, I am Stephania! I like staring into space and day dreaming all day long. I am just here trying to survive this confusion.
Wednesday, May 27, 2015
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
I don't care.
Little by little
I've been learning not to care.
Not to care what people think
about me.
But this doesn't give me the liberty
to act like a complete fool.
Not to care what people say
about me.
But this doesn't give me the liberty
to act "immorally".
I don't care
if this doesn't make any sense to you.
All I fucking care is what I understand.
What I accept.
I will be who I am.
I don't care
for I won't sweat the small stuff.
Meaning you.
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
What do you See, Learn, and Accept.
What do you see, learn, and accept?
We see many things on a daily basis.
We learn many things throughout life.
But, what do we accept?
Seeing and learning may be totally different
to accepting.
We see crucial things but
we don't necessarily accept it.
Why?
Many reasons-why-a person may withhold.
As well with learning.
We might learn that a precious thing in our life is
a simple hoax.
Yet, we won't accept it.
So tell me,
What do you see, learn, and accept.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
The Death of Myself
All I've ever dreamt is but a lie to fulfill the hollowness of the truth.
I can't deal to acknowledge what I've let myself become into.
I imagine my future and everything else as if my choice of life truly holds that.
I can't help but laugh at the stupidity I've done or thought.
Keep moving forward is what I tell myself on a daily basis but is that sufficient?
I'm trapped inside myself.
I cry, yell, even laugh out for help but once its offered, I can't quite seem to take it.
It's not about pride but self confusion.
Almost every end of a day I wish I can live in my lying dreams of hope and life.
Not suicide. Just to live in those beautiful lies than the ugly truth.
I can't deal to acknowledge what I've let myself become into.
I imagine my future and everything else as if my choice of life truly holds that.
I can't help but laugh at the stupidity I've done or thought.
Keep moving forward is what I tell myself on a daily basis but is that sufficient?
I'm trapped inside myself.
I cry, yell, even laugh out for help but once its offered, I can't quite seem to take it.
It's not about pride but self confusion.
Almost every end of a day I wish I can live in my lying dreams of hope and life.
Not suicide. Just to live in those beautiful lies than the ugly truth.
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Promise
Screw all of this expect the things that haven't screwed me over. No time energy for this bull. Let's just focus on me, because I'm a lot more valuable than you useless screw. I promise to screw all of that and just focus on my Aerospace Engineer dream. ✈🚀🚁💚🌠
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Tired.
I'm tired.
Tired of a constant reminder
of what to do
what is expected of me to do.
I'm tired,
of wishing to see you in pain
instead of making you feel pain.
I'm tired,
of the loneliness feeling
yet, I prefer being alone.
I'm tired
of me understanding
and you not understanding me.
I'm tired
of trusting you with myself
and feeling you don't care
but care more about anybody else.
I'm tired
of the invitation
of feeling unwelcome.
I'm tired
of people not understanding.
I'm tired
of the ignorant conclusions.
I'm just simply tired of all.
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