Promise

Screw all of this expect the things that haven't screwed me over. No time energy for this bull. Let's just focus on me, because I'm a lot more valuable than you useless screw. I promise to screw all of that and just focus on my Aerospace Engineer dream. ✈🚀🚁💚🌠 

Tired.

I'm tired.

Tired of a constant reminder

of what to do

what is expected of me to do.

I'm tired,

of wishing to see you in pain

instead of making you feel pain.

I'm tired,

of the loneliness feeling

yet, I prefer being alone.

I'm tired

of me understanding

and you not understanding me.

I'm tired

of trusting you with myself

and feeling you don't care

but care more about anybody else.

I'm tired

of the invitation

of feeling unwelcome.

I'm tired

of people not understanding.

I'm tired

of the ignorant conclusions.

I'm just simply tired of all.

I hear the footsteps coming,

the voices getting louder.

As loud as I play my music,

the silence wins over.