I don't care.

Little by little

I've been learning not to care. 

Not to care what people think

about me. 

But this doesn't give me the liberty 

to act like a complete fool.

Not to care what people say 

about me. 

But this doesn't give me the liberty

to act "immorally". 

I don't care

if this doesn't make any sense to you. 

All I fucking care is what I understand. 

What I accept. 

I will be who I am. 

I don't care

for I won't sweat the small stuff. 

Meaning you. 

What do you See, Learn, and Accept.

What do you see, learn, and accept?

We see many things on a daily basis.

We learn many things throughout life.

But, what do we accept?

Seeing and learning may be totally different 

to accepting. 

We see crucial things but

we don't necessarily accept it. 

Why?

Many reasons-why-a person may withhold.

As well with learning.

We might learn that a precious thing in our life is

a simple hoax. 

Yet, we won't accept it.

So tell me,

What do you see, learn, and accept.

The Death of Myself

All I've ever dreamt is but a lie to fulfill the hollowness of the truth.
I can't deal to acknowledge what I've let myself become into.
I imagine my future and everything else as if my choice of life truly holds that.
I can't help but laugh at the stupidity I've done or thought.
Keep moving forward is what I tell myself on a daily basis but is that sufficient?
I'm trapped inside myself.
I cry, yell, even laugh out for help but once its offered, I can't quite seem to take it.
It's not about pride but self confusion.
Almost every end of a day I wish I can live in my lying dreams of hope and life.
Not suicide. Just to live in those beautiful lies than the ugly truth.