Promise

Screw all of this expect the things that haven't screwed me over. No time energy for this bull. Let's just focus on me, because I'm a lot more valuable than you useless screw. I promise to screw all of that and just focus on my Aerospace Engineer dream. ✈🚀🚁💚🌠 

Tired.

I'm tired.

Tired of a constant reminder

of what to do

what is expected of me to do.

I'm tired,

of wishing to see you in pain

instead of making you feel pain.

I'm tired,

of the loneliness feeling

yet, I prefer being alone.

I'm tired

of me understanding

and you not understanding me.

I'm tired

of trusting you with myself

and feeling you don't care

but care more about anybody else.

I'm tired

of the invitation

of feeling unwelcome.

I'm tired

of people not understanding.

I'm tired

of the ignorant conclusions.

I'm just simply tired of all.

I hear the footsteps coming,

the voices getting louder.

As loud as I play my music,

the silence wins over.

Stress Anxiety, your mind.

Stressing over anxiety.

Yet realizing is it your mind?

Your mind playing tricks on you.

Making up problems,

that don't even exist.

They all say,

"Just take a deep breathe in,

exhale, better?"

It depends only

where is your mindset standing.

A pile of sh!t, or in a beautiful wild flower meadows.

Maybe, even both!

Whose to know?

Only oneself...

Trust.

Trust-(noun) reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
Confidence-(noun) belief in oneself and one's powers or abilities; self-confidence.

It has been said to trust one self,

to be confident in one self,

and to have high hopes and dreams for one self.

But do you dare try it?

Do you dare to fall

and stubble back up?

Do you dare to ask for help?

Sometimes it's good to please yourself

and give others a big number one.

Happy-(adjective) delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing.

Happiness happens with the smallest actions.

Reaching your goals

(the ones you set up for yourself)

realizing you are capable of so much

pleases us.

You have to trust yourself

in falling

in rising

in trusting

in self confidence.

As small as you may start,

everything evolve as you please.

As you make it to be seen.

Time

Wishing time never ends

Setting my mind again

When once that time began

&& where it also ends.

Grudges

Holding grudges.

Common in everyone,

yet not admit-able by many.

Many things happen for a reason

either by choice or by destiny.

Destiny is viewed in many ways.

You just have to learn,

how to view yourself.

In a way were you release

those evil grudges.

Against yourself.